Jump at me!

In life, I want to be surprised! I'm bored of this existence but I cannot reset the moments that have been allocated to me.

All I know is what I've done, and knowing the world has so many more things to offer I have failed in doing nothing. In doing nothing, in acting the way I have, I have strangled myself into nothingness. How can I dance the dance of life if I am nothing? Am I worthy of dancing for some would say I have nothing to dance over?

Lost. We are always lost.